John Travolta has lost an important court case, which could blow the lid off a secret love life. 

A California appeals court judge ruled against the actor, who had placed a cease-and-desist letter on a former employee. Douglas Gotterba worked for Travolta as his private pilot during the 1980s. Many believe Gotterba was also his secret lover. Three decades later, the Gotterba desperately wants to tell his story.

He’s reportedly writing a revealing tell-all book, which will have chapters detailing how his professional relationship with Travolta evolved into something much more personal. (Entertainment Weekly)